Monday, 16 January 2012

A View of the Past



           
1: My Bench is small, wooden, and easily forgotten. People walk by this bench everyday some unnoticing of its simple beauty, while others sit and admire the view of a busy yet beautiful Downtown Vancouver, and the vast glimmering ocean that lies between you and for some the best and the worst of the past. However once you have left this bench it does not remain in your mind as more than a bench, however for me it is much more than just a bench, to me it represents a view of a past I have not yet come to terms with, a past I both enjoy and regret, my past.

           2:  When you sit on this bench you overlook both Downtown Vancouver and North Vancouver, the most beautiful and the murkiest parts of our great city. The view of the vast city and busy lives of all the citizens, frantically running in the doors of a building to be on time for a meeting, or the quick walk of someone just trying to escape the madness.  You see the sea bus transporting people from side to side, some returning home from a long day of work and others returning after a busy day of shopping. You hear the laughter of teenagers as they make jokes with their friends, and the honking of horns as vast amounts of drivers try to maneuver through the crazed rush hour traffic. At night you see the glow of the buildings and the street lights flickering in the distance, and mostly I see the glow of the Olympic torch where two short years ago all or my memories took place. I feel the cold breeze of the winter nights, and yet I do not shiver. I feel a warm glow inside from the memories that exist. For the beautiful city that lies before me holds the most confusing and memorable times of my past. I feel the arms of my former best friend around me, as I look at the place where all of our best stories come from. What I look at is that faint glow of blue and green that shines so brightly in the night sky, seen from anywhere in northern Vancouver the glow of Shaw tower reminds me of all the friendships I made just two short years ago at the Vancouver 2010 Olympics. I feel the excitement I felt when Alexander Bilodeau came home with the gold metal for the very first time on Canadian soil. I feel the warmth of the hearts of everyone who came to witness one of the most globally celebrated events every created, a time when the whole world casts aside their misfortune and worries to watch their nations compete on the world stage. We come to watch those who train their entire lives for this one moment when the whole world has their eyes on you, and to those few that receive the honor of getting a medal congratulations to you for working so hard and achieving what so many claim to be impossible, and to those who don’t medal, regardless if you go home without that ribbon hanging on your neck just remember that you made your nation and the world proud and remember you have done what so many before you have failed at, getting this far! Yet with all of the excitement and warmth that I feel, there hangs above my head, in the corner of my mind a memory of a special someone. Someone who as hard as I try can’t be forgotten, the person who’s memory remains in the smallest crook of my mind and who’s face lingers at the most inconvenient of times. You remind me of everything I see wrong with myself, you remind me of how easily you can lose your mind and how simple it is to be blinded by stupidity. But no matter how bad I wish I could forget this, forget you, I smile at the way I felt back then, the glow of your smile remains in my thoughts the same way that your eyes captured my soul. And what do I want? Well simply put I want the moments and the memories that I have to stay with me so that I never forget the mistakes and the hardships of my past, so that I know how to look at a better tomorrow. 

3/4: If someone one day dedicated a bench to me, I would want it in a place that had meaning to me and to my friends and family who know or knew me well. I would choose a place where I would go to think, and clear my mind of all the drama and misfortune that seems to come with being a teenager, somewhere my best and loudest laughs were heard somewhere I could be proud of. There are so many places that I could choose but one stands out among the rest, At the corner of 15th and Grand boulevard, on top of the little hill that over looks the soccer field where I spent my childhood growing up, laughing, playing, and even sometimes just thinking. I would want that bench to be a place for people of all ages to come, sit, and escape the craziness of their lives to just look around and think as I have done so many times. Also I would want the inscription to say "No matter what the problem, No matter what tomorrow brings, Just keep looking forward." Short, sweet, and to the point. I don't need it to say about how my life was, and how much people enjoyed having me in their lives, I would just want those who sat on the bench and read the inscription to know that even though times are hard, and things go wrong that you always need to keep your eyes on the future because no one knows what the future will bring, but I promise you its not whats in the past. Also if I had to dedicate a bench to someone or to someones, I would dedicate it not to one person but to a group of people, a group of people who were there for me when i felt like no one else was. That same group of people that shared every laugh and every tear of my high school experience. No names are needed because they know who they are, and if an inscription was needed it would read "Never forget who your true friends are, sometimes it may be hard to see them, but just remember they are always there."

5: I went to visit the park that held my bench on a saturday afternoon, it was cold and on the verge of getting dark. However you could still see the busy people walking along beside, and the traffic flowing smoothly behind you. I walked past my bench and saw a young couple sitting together staring out at the water, admiring the beauty that was before them, and as I walked past a sudden sadness overcame me because I knew that what that couple had I wouldn't ever have with that one person I cant forget. I thought about how I would never be able to hold your hand like that, and i would never be able to cuddle up to you on a cold winter night and yet although I was overwhelm with sadness I remembered that I will always have that opportunity with the right person, and I may not have that with you but thats for a reason and even though I may not know or understand the reason I will one day. That visit to the park reminded me of what that bench really represents, and that is happiness because everyday people walk by it so focused on the negative in their lives and if they would only take one deep breath and think about what makes them happy then maybe for just one second they would remember that things may be rough now but they always get better, and to me that is the most important thing that this bench could represent. 

6: I chose a poem to represent my bench, it talks about remembering not only the good but the bad as well. It asks if you will remember? Will you remember the person who was your everything? Will you remember the good times that you had with them or just the bad? or will you simply forget about them? This poem asks what it will take for someone to simply remember them, will it take the rain, sun, smiles, regrets? This poem is a good representation of my bench. It describes the memories we have all faced of that one person you wish would remember you, but no matter how hard you try...they just don't. This poem may not accurately show what my bench represents but it does show what I used to ask myself sitting on that bench, do they remember me? and if they do, what do they remember and what caused them to think about it? 


If I ever die, will you then remember?
When you see me cry, will you then remember?

When you feel regret, will you then remember?
After you forget, will you then remember?

When it's pouring down rain, will you then remember?
When you feel the pain, will you then remember?

When the sun is shininig, will you then remember?
When you see me smiling, will you then remember?

If you have a heart, you will remember.
Now that we're torn apart, you will remember.

Remember the love
remember the pain
remember the hurt
remember the rain

Remember the times
the good and the bad
remember the times
the happy, the sad

Remember the smiles
remember the tears
remember when you held me
when you saw my fears

Remember the fights
remember the war
remember the flowers
you left at the door

Remember back then
when we were two
remember me
and I'll remember you.                                                by: asiya abdurrahman

7: My personal philosophy of life is that everything happens for a reason, and even though you may not know the reason its still happening you benefit you in the future. I will admit that sometimes this is extremely hard to believe but if i know something it is that no matter what i do that someone is looking out for me and watching over me. I live my life the way that i want to remember it not for how i want someone else to remember me, and if i screw up what ever it happens to everyone because no one perfect and if someone claims to be then they are sadly mistaken. I think that is connects to the poem that i chose because the poem talks about remembering someone who there was love with and pain, good times and bad, smiles and tears, fights and flowers. All of these are either negative or positive no of them are remotely close. However the last line says ill remember you, and if you have to remember someone that means that you and them were never meant to be friends or lovers, you two were simply not meant for each other and that is where my philosophy fits in because if someone is meant to be in your life then they will be, and if they for some reason leave your life and you don't know why you just have to remember that it all happens for a reason.

8: I believe that the purpose of a park is to promote activities outside of your homes, because the more and more advanced that our technology gets the less people are getting outside and going for a walk or even sitting at a park. A park is a place where a family can go for a picnic to relax from a stressful week or a place where bonding between friends can happen. A park is somewhere that lets you enjoy the simple things in life such as the beauty of nature, or to remind you of the joy in life like when you see a young child on a swing set soaring high enough to touch the sky. I think that parks are a very important part of everyday life because with out them our youth would just sit around playing video games and watching television. With out parks all you would see would be high rise buildings and office towers that stretch as far as the eye can see, it gives us a sense of natural in a world that is so modernized. It gives us a sense of community that cant be found anywhere else.



9:
We all sit here and wait,

But the future is so hard to anticipate.
As we watch the clock start to count down,
Your friends and you start to frown. 
This is it the last moment here,
So hold these last few seconds near.
They all know what their futures hold,
Some careers are dramatic and bold.
While others are hard to achieve, 
But you can get there if you just believe.
As for me i dont know where ill go,
But whatever it is ill continue to grow.
As the final bell begins to sound,
Turn to your classmates and look around.
You may not see them for much longer,
But those memories you share will make you stronger.
So throw your cap and cheer real loud,
Because you have graduated you should be proud.



Sunday, 11 December 2011

High risk sex offender claims to be changed

Thirty-three year old Adrian Willson was released from jail a few short days ago, and is no residing in the Comox valley. He claims to be a changed man but non of his towns people seem to believe him. Willson served seven years for his terrible assault on an elderly couple back in 2002. He highjacked a trailer while it was in route on the high way and proceeded to sexually assault a 72 year old women. Willson says that he is terribly sorry to not only his victims but to their families as well, and all he wants is to live life. "There is no need for them [the towns people] to feel unsafe in any way, shape, or form. I am not the man I used to be, I've made progress, I've grown up and changed me life." Willson has certain rules he must follow as a result of him being let out, and any one who sees him breaking these rules should call the local police.

Personally if I lived in the Comox valley now would be a great time to take a long vacation, I Understand that 7 years in jail can change a person, and if I was in Willson's position i would want people to believe that i had changed to but he has to realize that where ever he goes people are not going to be comfortable around him no matter how he proves that he has changed. He served his time in jail but personally i do not think that him being released back near where the assaulted someone before, at the very least he should be a good distance from there. Non of the people around him are giving him the benefit of the doubt and i don't think that they should because i think that if to many people start to get comfortable around him then he will start to feel like what he did was okay [which it was not.] He should not be aloud to forget what he did to that couple and if he does forget im sure that someone will remind him. He needs to prove that he is a changed man, im not sure how someone can prove that but if i was him i would be trying hard to make it up to my community. What ever happens to Willson has been in his hands since 2002 and still is now, he made the choice to do what he did and now he has to live with the consequences.

http://www.globaltvbc.com/high-risk+sex+offender+says+he+is+a+changed+man/6442539985/story.html

Fire engulfs barn grow op

Earlier this weekend a large barn caught fire in Chilliwack B.C. The barn located in the 6600 block caught fire around 8 pm on saturday night and when 40 fire fighters arrived they could see the flames coming outside the windows. Only later did they realize that the barn was a marijuana grow op. This caused the firefighters to have to fight the fire from outside the building and at around 3 am on the sunday morning (December 11) The fire was extinguished. Normally the same size fire would have taken a substantially shorter time to put out but due to the circumstances the fire department put it out as fast as they could. Non of the fire fighters were hurt but unfortunately 30 sheep that were being kept in the barn died. At this time the cause of the fire has not been determined, and after investigators talked to the owners of the barn, but no other details are being release at this time.

I have never heard of a grow op of that size catching on fire, but honestly what goes around comes around, and if you are growing that much of an illegal drug then some force is going to come and get you.  At the end of the article where it says that no comment is being released that is because the owners of the barn are probable denying everything saying that they didn't know that marijuana was being grown in there , or that it was "medicinal", who needs that much for "medicinal" purposes lets be serious. To be honest to me one of the saddest things about this article is the fact that 30 sheep died, (aside from the fact that they were growing an illegal drug of coarse.) Why would anyone in their right mind make a grow op and then store your sheep in the same place. what did those sheep ever do to you? Im glad that non of the fire fighters were hurt in the process of fixing someones stupid mistake, and if any of them were then i can guarantee that the owners would be in a lot more trouble then they are in right now. Great job to the firefighters and to the idiots that thought that it would be a great idea i hope that you get what is coming to you.

http://www.ctvbc.ctv.ca/servlet/an/local/CTVNews/20111211/bc_grow_op_barn_fire_111211/20111211/?hub=BritishColumbiaHome

Surrey firefighters have a busy weekend

Over the weekend (December 10- 11) the surrey fire department battled 4 fires. The chief of the department said that they were alerted of the one of the fires at 3:30 am on sunday morning. They believe that the fire started at the back of the house and quickly engulfed the home and spread to the house next door (on the east side.) Non of the occupants of the houses were harmed in the fires and all the fire men came out safe, however 10 people have been displaced due to extensive damage to their homes, an example being the roof of the first home collapsing. Fortunately for the other homes no structural damage was done only some of the inside of the homes.

My hopes are with you, and I am terribly sorry to hear that your homes were destroyed (to all the people who lost things in these fires.) No one was injured and that is amazing to hear but come on 4 different fires in surrey this weekend that has to be a coincidence, and if not then some people need to learn how to turn off a stove or to put out a cigarette. I understand that the fire department is there for the safety of everyone but if they are putting their lives on the line for people then don't purposely cause more fires because on another occasion not everyone will make it out without a scratch and if this fire was started intensionally then the person responsible should be happy that no one was harmed. Now most likely this fires were started by mistake or because someone was careless but no worries no one was harmed but to those 10 people without a home right now my thoughts and prayers are with you right now and for everything you lost i'm sorry.

http://www.ctvbc.ctv.ca/servlet/an/local/CTVNews/20111211/bc_home_fire_surrey_111211/20111211/?hub=BritishColumbiaHome

Divers body still not Identified


On the weekend a set of fisherman discovered a body which had been tangled inside of their fishing nets. The body found on Sunday, was discovered not far from Cates park (deep cove.) The decomposing body had been so badly decomposed that no gender was identified. While these fishermen where pulling out their nets from the water they discovered the body tangled inside. The body was later handed over to a coroner for an autopsy, which will be conducted in the next few days. While the autopsy is being preformed in the next couple of days the RCMP have asked that anyone with information about anything to please call 604-985-1311. Also the RCMP has been looking at old missing persons reports to see if the identity of this person could have been reported. 

I dont really know what to say i mean if you were one of those fisherman pulling out your net and you found a body trapped inside what would you think... well to be honest i don't think that i would think anything i would most likely just fall over from horror. This is so sad because that person has a family somewhere and that family has most likely been looking for closure for some time and until the person is identified that family will not have it. Once the body has been identified then i am assuming they will attempt to find the cause of death, and if you ask me i don't think that a person can be that un recognizable without something having happened which was not self inflicted. I hope that the RCMP is able to help identify the person and unfortunately at this point there isn't anything else that can be done but to the family of this person hang in there you will get your closure soon.

http://www.nsnews.com/Still+answers+discovery+diver+body/5598538/story.html

Friday, 9 December 2011

Cookie dough likely caused E.coli outbreak

This article is about the E.coli outbreak in 2009, this article released a little under a week ago tells us how the comfort food of many heart broken women and young children is responsible for sending over 70 people to the emergency room back in 2009. After long tests and endless lab results scientists have come up with the conclusion that it was most likely the floor inside the cookie dough which was the problem because it is the only ingredient that was not previously pasteurized, or other wise treated with pathogens. There has been a recommendation to manufactures to add a kind of "kill step" to make the product better for consumption, however nothing has been done yet.

Cookie dough is the comfort food of all the broken heart-ed women of the world. We eat out hearts out to take away the pain the last thing we want is to become sick and then end up staying home from work and only thinking about the broken heart that much more. If over 70 people got sick from this then there is a serious problem aseptically because the article says that it was in over 30 U.S states which means that it is not just a problem in one part of the states. I would personally really like someone to fix this problem so that i know that i will not get sick when i am in a vulnerable state, i think that the majority of the female population agrees with me.

http://www.torontosun.com/2011/12/09/cookie-dough-likely-caused-e-coli-outbreak-report

Monday, 5 December 2011

Vancouver Man trapped Inside Automatic Toilet


Since 2007 the city of Vancouver has been installing automatic toilets here and there around the city. These toilets are automatic in the way that the person steps inside, locks the door, and upon exit the toilet automatically flushes and cleans itself. The machines have a built in safety feature which will automatically unlock the door after 12 minutes, and if that fails there is a fail-safe lever. But for one man the experience varied a bit, Paul Taylor Spent 45 minutes inside the toilet. He was curious as to how the toilets functioned etc. and upon exiting the toilet (on the corner of Nelson and Granville) the door did not unlock, also claims that the fail-safe lever did not work. after a few minutes of trying to open the door he called the city and they sent a few people to open the door. Paul was released from the bathroom 45 minutes later (by a crowbar) and when talking to the city worked later found out, the same stall had been having problems previously. According to the city there have been a handful or people who have been locked in one of there over the past 4 years.

I personally think that this is hilarious, now obviously i would not be laughing if it happened to me but come on its pretty funny. I have always been scared to be locked inside one of those and i guess according to the article it happens more then you would think so i don't care how bad i have to pee i will not be using one of those toilets. 45 minutes is a long time to spend inside one of those and i feel terrible for Paul. But if the city knew that the toilet was not working then they should have put an out of order sign on it or something, you knew that someone would be going into it sooner or later but at least let them know that  its possible they will be inside for a while. I guess it was just bad luck on Paul's part but i guess now if you ever need it you have an ice breaker story.


http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/british-columbia/story/2011/12/05/bc-vancouver-automatic-toilet.html